Untuk masa sekarang ni, bila masalah menimpa aku boleh termenung dan tak buat apa. Kemudian senyum dan gelak-gelak. 

Mungkin orang pandang orang akan kata "What the puck this lady?", "Tak ada perasaan ke"

Well hello, everyone has their own way to solve the problem. My way, is to be calm and think positive. I know its hard to think positive or to be patient, it takes time. It never easy but it will come.

Bila berkaitan dengan keluarga pula, rasa nak pengsan. Sebabnya aku merasa terbeban dengan tanggungjawab. What ever happen am gonna responsible for that, but I never regret it. This all is called dugaan. Bukan mengeluh sebab jadi anak sulung perempuan, you will understand one day. 

That is why I really hope someday the right guy will come to our family and protect us, cause I couldnt handle it alone. Am still a women. 

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Buat masa sekarang, memang I tak boleh nak fikir positive mana sebabnya "mana nak cari duit?"